Worship XIII, Day 15 I Will Sing
Brenda Earley
April 11, 2025

Psalm 77:1-13
Ephesians 5:18-21
2 Samuel 22:1-3
Psalm 59:16-17
Psalm 119:27-28
Shhhh! Let’s huddle for a second—just you and me. I want to ask you a hard question, my friends. Have you ever experienced a devastating, life-altering event that made you stop or pause in your Christian walk? Chew on it a bit. We will circle back.
His Words Before Mine
Psalm 77:1-13
“I cry aloud to God,
aloud to God, and he will hear me.
I sought the Lord in my day of trouble [. . .]
I refused to be comforted.
I think of God; I groan;
I meditate; my spirit becomes weak.
Selah
You have kept me from closing my eyes;
I am troubled and cannot speak.
I consider days of old,
years long past.
At night I remember my music;
I meditate in my heart, and my spirit ponders.
‘Will the Lord reject forever
and never again show favor? [. . .]
Has God forgotten to be gracious?
Has he in anger withheld his compassion?’
Selah
So I say, ‘I am grieved
that the right hand of the Most High has changed.’
I will remember the Lord’s works;
yes, I will remember your ancient wonders.
I will reflect on all you have done
and meditate on your actions.
God, your way is holy.
What god is great like God?”
My Words Back to Him
Oh Lord, I scream.
I cry aloud until I have no more tears.
My eyes hurt, my body aches.
Where are You?
Why has cancer attacked our sweet little girl?
Abba Father, I yearn for Your arms to hold me,
but You seem far away.
I can’t pray; I simply cry to You,
the One who counts my tears. (Psalm 56:8)
Selah
Music has always been my comfort;
I feel closer to You while singing.
Now, worship is far from me.
I can’t sing; my body, my voice, have no more strength.
O Father, I need You! (Psalm 73:26)
Selah
As I seek You, You will be found!
Give me strength and hope on this journey.
Help me to continue to sing in worship with all of my heart,
for You have turned my mourning into dancing. (Psalm 30:11-12)
Selah
Lord, I declare You remain my song, though I have run far from You in my pain. Because You sing over me (Zephaniah 3:17), I will sing to You, proclaiming Who You are: my Rock, on which I stand. (Psalm 18:2)
Confess, Lament, and Praise
Singing has always been “my voice.” Worshiping has been my heart, my adoration to the God Who saved me, twice in my life! Once upon salvation, and the other from physical pain and emotional hurt.
All my worship and singing came to a STOP within a week, when my daughter was diagnosed with cancer. In that week, everything changed. I was living another life, in another world!
My emotions flowed along a roller coaster of ups and downs, cycling between sadness and anger. How could I handle this? Why our family, why my little girl? Where was God in the midst of my turmoil? (Psalm 22:1)
I began to feel like the apostle Peter, overcome by the troubled waters of our situation. With every meeting with our medical team, I felt myself sink further still. (Matthew 14:22-30)
As days turned into weeks and weeks into months, I began to see a chasm opening between my mind and heart. My mind could offer words of encouragement to uplift those around me in my role as worship leader, but my heart still felt embattled, far away from adoring the Most High.
While others have offered grace for this disparity, my heart was sad, and my soul is disquieted still. Therefore, into this chasm between my mind and heart, I proclaim God’s Truth.
He is my Savior, and my daughter’s Savior.
He is full of compassion and faithful love. (Psalm 25:6)
He works wonders and redeems His people. (Psalm 77:14)
He is the One who heals and rescues. (Psalm 41:3, Daniel 3:27)
I pray that He heals my daughter from the top of her head to the soles of her feet,
bringing about good things for my “promised one,” my daughter, Alyssah Gabrielle. (Romans 8:28, James 1:12)
God, You are My Rock, My Deliverer, and My Song. (Psalm 28:6-7) When I remember Your works, I am glad. You will sustain me and stand beside me. You will help me overcome my fear of disease and its effects as I continue to seek You first. (Matthew 6:33) You have remained with me (Psalm 43:3-5); Lord, be with me still as some days are worse than others.
I am wondrously made by You, so You already know me with my emotions, hurts, and struggles. (Psalm 139:14-15) You will heal my broken heart and bandage my wounds. (Psalm 147:3) I know You hear my every cry. You cover me with Your wings for You are My Refuge. (Psalm 91:4, Psalm 46) I give You all my worship, all my praise, and all my love!
So I said we would come back to my question. Well, it seems I have had a Selah in my worship. Satan wants me to stop singing because he knows the Holy Spirit gives me strength and power through worship. Not today, Satan…
Because of Who You are…….I WILL SING! (1 Chronicles 16:9-13)
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Want to join me in worship right now? Check out these songs and SING along!
“What a God You Are” and “You Already Have” by Andrea Olson
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