Slain Day 1 This Is How We Conquer
Gloria Ponman
April 13, 2025

John 15:1-11
Philippians 1:12-14
Luke 8:19-21
James 1:22-25
Psalm 46
This Is How We Conquer
Life without Christ is no life at all. For me, He is more than a Savior; He is my heartbeat, the core of my existence. Christ has guided me, drawn me closer when I strayed, and shaped me into the woman I am today. Without Him, my story would have been tragic; with Him, it is a testimony of grace and transformation.
This Easter, we remember those who paid the ultimate price for their faith; martyrs who chose death rather than deny the One who first loved them. (1 John 4:19) Their stories are a mirror, reflecting the cost of following Christ. For some, the price was their lives; for us, it might be daily sacrifices declaring, “Christ is worth it all!”
A Story of Martyrdom: Polycarp of Smyrna
Polycarp, a disciple of the Apostle John, was a bishop of Smyrna in the 2nd century. When persecution swept through the early church, Polycarp was arrested and commanded to renounce Christ. His response has echoed through history:
“Eighty-six years I have served Him,
and He has done me no wrong.
How can I blaspheme my King and my Savior?”
Despite threats and torture, he stood firm, declaring Christ’s worth even in the face of death. Polycarp was burned at the stake, his faith a light in the darkness of persecution.
His life embodies Christ’s instruction, “I am the vine; you are the branches. The one who remains in Me and I in him produces much fruit, because you can do nothing without Me.” (John 15:5)
After a lifetime of experiencing the sweetness of abiding in Christ, Polycarp knew “God is our refuge and strength, a friend who is always found in times of trouble. Therefore we will not be afraid [.]” (Psalm 46:1-2)
Securely rooted in Christ, Polycarp’s faith withstood intense suffering unto death. Centuries later, his testimony continues to bear fruit and glorify God. (John 15:8) Christ laid down His life for us, and Polycarp followed in His footsteps. For Polycarp, as for us, the gain of Christ far outweighed the loss of life itself.
Renouncing the World
While I may not face martyrdom, I have been called to make decisions testifying to the worth of Christ. As a young woman, I ended a relationship with a man who could offer me worldly comfort but demanded what I could not give, a compromise on my purity. I have had every reason to stray, especially during seasons of lack and abandonment, but Christ held me steady. Knowing who I am in Him gave me the strength to resist the allure of fleeting pleasures.
Like Polycarp, I have also faced the fire of surrender. God called me to marry a full-time pastor, a man without a salary or material wealth. People questioned how we would survive, but I chose to trust the One who provides. Through challenges and trials, Christ has remained faithful, showing me He alone is my source.
Daily Crucifixion
To be crucified with Christ daily means denying oneself for His sake. (Galatians 2:20, Matthew 16:24-26) In marriage, I’ve learned to prioritize the needs of my family above my own. There were seasons when I sacrificed personal desires, like new clothes or hair treatments, to ensure my children were cared for. As a pastor’s wife, I’ve given my time, finances, and energy to people in need, trusting God would refill what I poured out.
One of the greatest sacrifices has been learning to forgive. I naturally hold on to offenses, meditating on them until they linger in my heart. But Christ has shown me that forgiveness is not optional, but is a reflection of His grace. Letting go of hurt has been one of the hardest yet most freeing aspects of my walk with Him.
Sacrificial Living
The call to follow Christ is a call to give, not just when it’s convenient but especially when it costs. As a mother and a pastor’s wife, I have found joy in sacrificial living. I’ve given my time to mentor young women, lead Bible studies, and pray for others. There have been moments when I wanted to give up, to close the WhatsApp group I run for women because I wasn’t receiving the encouragement I needed. Yet God reminded me this ministry isn’t about me, it’s about Him and His Kingdom.
“This Is How We Conquer…”
Polycarp’s story reminds us the cost of following Christ is worth it because the gain of Christ is eternal. While we may not all be called to die for our faith, we are all called to live for it, to daily crucify our flesh and bear the marks of Christ in our lives.
For me, this means loosening the bonds of pride, unforgiveness, and selfishness. It means trusting God to provide when resources are tight, forgiving when I am hurt, and choosing obedience when it is inconvenient.
Christ gave all for us. How can we give Him less? This Easter, let us remember the martyrs who laid down their lives for the One who laid down His. Let us join them, not necessarily in death but in daily surrender, carrying our cross and declaring with our lives, “Christ is worth it all.”
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