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Waiting Day 13 Not Yet, Not Now, No

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Acts 1:1-14
Acts 2:1-12
Psalm 27:13-14

Waiting, Day 13

Waiting.
Waiting for it to come,
Not knowing what it is.

Hoping.
Hoping for more,
Not knowing what I want.

Dreaming.
Dreaming for things,
Not truly believing they will be.

Staying.
Staying where I am,
Not wanting to make the wrong move.

Stepping.
Stepping out in faith,
Not seeing where I am going.

Leaping.
Leaping into what I do not know,
Trusting what I do not see.

Often, the toughest part of waiting is watching everyone seemingly race past us in the meantime. To watch God move so actively and clearly everywhere, it seems, but in us.

I’ve historically been a pretty patient person. There’s something thrilling about living in anticipation. Waiting for it to come, letting the excitement build as time passes. I’m amazed by the joy that comes when I’m waiting for a big event, or for something to arrive in the mail, or for the next time I will see people I love.

This kind of waiting usually has an expiration date. We know when events will happen, and we can track our packages in the mail.

What about when we don’t know the deadline? When we don’t know when, or even IF something will happen? What does waiting look like then?

Before Jesus ascended, He told His disciples exactly what would happen. They would receive the Holy Spirit and become His bold witnesses throughout the earth. (Acts 1:4-7) What He didn’t explain, however, is precisely WHEN, or HOW. After Jesus returned to Heaven, the disciples retreated to the upper room, gathered with other believers, and prayed fervently as they waited.

What might have been different had the disciples taken matters into their own hands? If they’d grown weary of waiting for what Jesus had promised and, instead, began their own ministry without the power and direction of the Holy Spirit? While they may have spread the Good News about Jesus with fine intentions, their ministry certainly wouldn’t have been as effective. Without the indwelling, empowerment, and leadership of the Holy Spirit, their humanity would have left their efforts crumbling in inadequacy and failure. (Galatians 5:16-23)

In waiting on the Lord, as difficult and confusing as it surely was, their absolute surrender and attention to the Lord sustained them to the day Jesus fulfilled His promise and the Holy Spirit was given. The excitement that flooded through those present must have been palpable; Acts 2:5-11 describes how everyone heard the wonders of God in their own language!

The rest of Acts 2 describes how Peter, one of Jesus’ disciples, filled with the Holy-Spirit, preached to the crowd, telling them the Good News of Jesus’ life, death, and resurrection. Around 3,000 people were added to the family of God that day! Without waiting on the promise of Jesus, their work would have most certainly not produced such God-sized results. 

Just as the disciples waited expectantly in the upper room, I too have been in a season of waiting. As I seek God’s heart, the answers to my prayers seem to fall into three main categories: “not now” and “not yet” and “no.” And while the waiting can be undeniably painful, it’s an ache laced with hope, potential, and possibility.

Life in its current state feels unstable, as though the slightest imbalance will cause an unstoppable avalanche. While there is goodness in the current moment, my heart cannot help but see the possibility for the future and reach out for it in desperate, yearning grasps.

Not Now
These are the things I’ve been doing that are good, rich, and God-honoring, but are not meant for this season. In these endings, we can find comfort in the often-quoted but still meaningful opening to Ecclesiastes 3.
“There is an occasion for everything, and a time for every activity under heaven.”
I pray that when one time passes, we can say good-bye with grace and wait on the Lord to guide us into the next season.

Not Yet
These are promises or desires I hold with an open hand, surrendered to God’s perfect will and timing. Like the disciples in the upper room, I wait expectantly for God’s guidance and empowerment. In these times, we can “commit [our] ways to the Lord; trust in Him,” believing that in His perfect timing, “He will act,” leading us into, and equipping us for, the next season. (Psalm 37:5)

No
Sometimes, the answer is simply, “No”, which can be incredibly hard to come to terms with. When our hearts ache for what will never be, we can be assured that our good Father wraps His arms around us, loves us unfailingly, and will walk with us through the hurt, confusion, and disappointment.

Jesus is certainly enough for me in this life. In fact, there have been moments in my life when I have clung to the Hope of Jesus alone.

But I fully believe God did not create us to simply acquiesce to the here and now. Hope and vision for the future are built into us. We wait expectantly for the coming of Jesus, while being faithful to the work He has for us today.

In our waiting, in our own upper rooms, may we follow the disciples’ lead, marrying hope of fulfillment with a determination to move into the next season only when released by God.
As we wait, I’d encourage us to be steadfast, friends, and look for Him in the here and now, and you will find Him. (Jeremiah 29:13)

Seek the next best step from Him, however small, and He will show it to you. (Psalm 32:8) Go to your upper room and pray steadfastly and fervently. (Psalm 63:1-2)
Wait on the Lord and He will show you the right time and place.

Most importantly, bask in the goodness of the now and in all of the richness that simply being with your Savior can bring.

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Waiting Day 8 The Anticipated Gift

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Luke 2:21-38
Isaiah 55:8-11
Psalm 62:1-12
Psalm 25:1-22

Waiting, Day 8

Oh, the very goodness and faithfulness of the Lord!
Check in on how your heart responds to that phrase.

Celebratory? Enthused? Encouraged?
Or, perhaps, this Journey Study comes to you in a season where that sentence feels so very far from the truth. A season of waiting…maybe more accurately, painful waiting.

A season where more questions fall from your lips than victory cheers.
Where are You, Lord?
Why did You give this to me?
Why did You take this away?

Regardless of heart motives, I’m so thankful our “why” questions are embraced by God; He faithfully draws us close in our questioning. Still, nowhere in Scripture does He promise to reply in the manner we might hope.

Yet, even in this space of unknowns, we can praise the God who carries us through our uncertain seasons of waiting as He actively works to soothe our fears and cultivate our faith. His strength is endless, His power limitless, and His pen authors the best stories every single time.

Waiting is a vital part of any story.
How we choose to wait often determines the level of joy contained throughout our journey and, in many cases, it impacts the story’s end. Such was the case for Anna and Simeon, two faithful saints of the Lord who demonstrated faith-filled waiting. Though the waiting period yawned before them, they fixed their gaze on the unchanging Yahweh, Lord of All. They daily sought His presence, choosing to dwell with Him instead of the land of fear and doubt.

Anna and Simeon waited for the long-ago-promised Messiah. Finally, on a seemingly ordinary day, as they sat again in the Lord’s presence at the temple, their faith was turned into sight as they beheld the infant face of Christ Jesus. They beheld the goodness and faithfulness of the Lord God wrapped in wrinkly days-old skin.

Precisely because they had spent their waiting in worship,
they were familiar with the Spirit’s pressing.
Finally, here was the goal of their faithful waiting.

Though the whole nation of Israel had waited centuries, they missed the fulfillment of the Lord’s promise. They neither welcomed the wee Christ, nor did they worship as He performed miracles and declared Himself to be the Messiah. Israel waited, just as Simeon and Anna had, but the difference was their “how”.

Israel sought a king they could control; one who would fulfill their expectations.
The humble in heart welcomed the King they already worshipping while they waited.

Like Israel, like Simeon and Anna, we each can choose how we wait in our seasons of mystery, pain, and seeming endlessness. Will we focus our hearts more on receiving the promise or on worshipping the Promise Keeper?

Though I have much to still learn about waiting well, over many seasons of waiting, the Lord has faithfully taught my heart to worship in the waiting; He has shown me the joy to be discovered if we wait on Him.

I had been single for several years and sensed the Lord leading me to a specific man as my future husband. In a story that would take far longer than I could recount here, the Lord walked me through years of listening and obeying; these became my praise to Him. I continued praying for this man, and many fellow Christians prayed alongside me, until finally I asked the Lord for a clear answer the next time the two of us interacted. When I saw him again, I mentioned an interest in getting coffee, but he didn’t set up a date. As we turned to go, he exited through one door, and I turned towards a glass one, but realized too late that it was a pull exit instead of a push door. I walked full force into the see-through glass, but instead of feeling humiliation at my clumsiness and grief over losing this man, laughter bubbled out. After years of waiting and praying, I found myself filled with joy and laughter.

I had waited well, and the evidence was the Lord’s joy showing up against all odds. The outcome wasn’t what I had envisioned, but the Lord had given me the same gift He had given to Anna and Simeon and all who waited for the Messiah with humility, Himself.

In that specific season I had learned to know His voice better and lay my plans at His feet. I wonder how often Anna or Simeon doubted the Lord would show Himself to them as they waited, yet still, they came to Him each day at the temple, expectantly waiting with open hands to receive whatever He had for them.
These were sacrifices of praise.

I’m now married, with a little one on the way, to a man the Lord had been preparing for me all along. As I feel tiny kicks inside, I am reminded again that the Lord writes the best stories. His storyline taught my heart to trust and worship Him regardless of plot twists. He was faithful to Simeon, Anna, and even to Israel, though they rejected Him, and He continues to be faithful to all who humbly seek Him.

Delight yourself in the Promise Keeper, Sister.
Learn the rhythm of worshipping while you wait and joyfully discover His faithful goodness that will never fail!

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Fruitful Day 15 Sweet Self Control

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Genesis 6:1-22
Genesis 8:15-22
Daniel 1:1-21
John 13:34-35
Galatians 5:22-23

Fruitful, Day 15

“But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, gentleness, and self control. The law is not against such things.” (Galatians 5:22-23)

These are two amazingly profound verses, subtle in their power and fierce in content. The first eight fruits all make logical sense. Who wouldn’t want more of those qualities?

Then there’s self-control.

It’s like a beautiful, soothing piece of music playing in the background for the first eight fruits, which suddenly comes to a screeching halt when self-control is presented and viewed through worldly understanding.

However, over the years, I have come to appreciate the inclusion of self-control as a fruit of the Spirit, and how it bookends the list with love. I am also grateful self-control is a result of the Holy Spirit working within me.

Self-control is defined as “the ability to control behaviors in order to avoid temptations and to achieve goals. The ability to delay gratification and resist unwanted behaviors or urges. A limited resource that can be depleted.”

Can you imagine a world without any self-control?

I realize a few of the posts I’ve seen on my social media feed over the past year may not have been created if a greater measure of self-control had been employed. So maybe a lack of self-control isn’t too hard to imagine.

Thankfully, the Lord knew the vital need for self-control and gave us the Holy Spirit to help grow and implement self-control within us.

Additionally, He is a faithful Father who demonstrates self-control perfectly. He also gave us His Word, in which we see examples of other imperfect humans learning and expressing self-control.

One of the first examples that came to my mind of the Lord’s self-control being modeled in Scripture is the flood. (Genesis 6:5-22) Yes, I do mean the story of the Lord sending the flood to wipe mankind from the face of the earth with the exception of Noah and his family.

This story might seem like a strange choice, but I see two distinct ways in which He showed self-control.
1) Sparing Noah’s family
2) His promise to never flood the earth again
The Lord did not completely destroy all of mankind. He displayed self-control by sparing the race and graciously selected Noah and his family for the journey.

He also promised to never flood the earth again, giving us the rainbow as a symbol and reminder of His covenant vow. (Genesis 9:11-17) Scripture doesn’t provide great detail regarding the people’s wickedness in Noah’s day, but I have observed a few things in my lifetime making me wonder how closely our behavior mirrors theirs.

Still, the Lord displays self-control every single time it rains, by not flooding the world.

The Lord perfectly demonstrates self-control and Scripture is full of people who loved the Lord and, as a result, their lives reflected His self-control in their own stories. I am a visual learner and observing how others have practiced self-control helps me immensely.

Daniel and his diet, for example. (Daniel 1:8-16)
I admit I am nibbling on a cookie — timing is everything — as I imagine what it must have been like for the selected Jewish exiles to eat from the royal table. The decadence offered, and daily encouraged, must have rivaled any all-you-can-eat buffet.

However, Daniel and three others training with him chose to eat only what would honor the Lord, as the “rich food” had been offered to idols.

Their choice required self-control in surrender to the Lord. Not only were they bypassing the choicest food, they were risking displeasing the king, and likely suffered ridicule from their peers at the table. Multiple forms of self-control were required to honor the Lord through their food commitment.

Like Daniel, we are called to reflect God’s character of self-control in our own lives through surrendering to the Holy Spirit’s work in us. At times, I have successfully displayed Spirit-driven self-control. I’ve also failed more times than I care to consider.

For several years, I worked at a college with fraternities and sororities. Within that role, I was called into all sorts of scenarios at all hours. So often, especially during the middle-of-the-night, high-stress situations, I sensed the Holy Spirit fueling self-control within me. Many students I worked with didn’t know the Lord, but most knew I did. How I responded in those situations reflected on the work the Lord had been doing in my own heart. I will never know the full impact of how His self-control changed situations, but I pray those students were positively influenced.

Self-control is challenging to implement in real life if we are relying solely on ourselves. I love how the definition describes self-control as a resource that can be depleted. We cannot walk this life alone, relying on our own self-control reservoir. It will run out.

Therefore, we desperately need to allow the Holy Spirit to bear fruit in our lives. He can pour out self-control, not only refueling our dwindling resources, but supply self-control that can only come from God.

Self-control is a sweet gift from the Lord.
Holy Spirit, please pour out more. Make my heart a tender place of surrender as You work out this fruit in me! For Your glory, our benefit, and the benefit of those around us!

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Fruitful Day 8 Kind Beauty

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Galatians 5:22-23
Galatians 5:16-18
Romans 2:1-5
Hosea 2:14-20

Fruitful, Day 8

I have become incredibly passionate about proclaiming – and living out in my own life! – the vital importance of walking by the Spirit’s power to experience victorious Christian living.

Still, so often we forget to surrender to the Holy Spirit’s leadership when we seek to grow in Christlikeness and sanctification. We have the mistaken idea that the fruit of the Spirit, “love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control” (Galatians 5:22-23), will somehow be cultivated in us and lived out when we strive for it.
This is impossible!

When we pay attention to context, and back up to verse 16, Paul shows us exactly how these fruits will grow in our lives, “I say, then, walk by the Spirit, and you will certainly not carry out the desires of the flesh.” Walking by His Spirit is to closely abide in relationship with Him through studying His Word, prayer, and living in biblical community. As we surrender to Him, He cultivates His fruit within us, and we begin living it out.
Here’s the key: the Holy Spirit.
Apart from His work in our lives, we can produce no good fruit.

So far, we’ve studied Love, Joy, Peace, and Patience in our Journey Theme.
Today, we’re studying Kindness.
What a beautiful realization to know that if kindness is a fruit of the Spirit,
then it’s proof our God is kind.
Kindness characterizes His Spirit.

Isn’t that encouraging?
We do not serve a harsh, unfeeling, mean, rude, uncaring God.
We serve a kind One.

One of my favorite passages revealing His kindness also comes from the pen of Preacher Paul in his letter to the Romans.
“Or do you despise the riches of his kindness, restraint, and patience, not recognizing that God’s kindness is intended to lead you to repentance?” (Romans 2:4)

I love this beautiful passage because it so clearly shows us the loving, compassionate, caring, tender kindness of God. He doesn’t beat us over the head with our sin, as if cruelty and condemnation would somehow spur us to repentance. Instead, He showers upon us His kindness, He shows us His long-lasting forbearance and patience as His tender love draws us to Him.

We see this so clearly throughout the Old Testament.
Again and again, we read of the Israelites, God’s chosen people, forsaking Him and turning to do their own thing instead. Yet repeatedly, the Lord reaches out to them, sends prophets to tell of His love, rescues them, and reveals Himself to be incredibly compassionate and patient. His love for them never ends, therefore He is kind and forgiving as He seeks to woo them back. (Hosea 2:14-20)

I have experienced this kindness of God myself when His Spirit gently and lovingly convicts me of sin, inspires repentance in my heart, then compassionately clarifies to me all is well between us and has been forgiven. Then, this fruit of kindness begins flowing outward to touch other’s lives with the kindness of God as He draws them ever closer to Him.
What a beautiful thing! 

This is one reason biblical community and church fellowship are emphasized throughout Scripture. We need each other, and we need each other’s kindness flowing from the Spirit within us. I have experienced this kindness firsthand from God’s people in countless ways, including phone calls and texts to check on me, meals delivered after I’ve had a baby, birthday and book launch parties thrown for me, prayers when I’m going through a hard season, a meal train set up in preparation for my husband’s upcoming deployment, offers to mow my yard and tend to other things around our home while my husband is away, babysitting my children so I can have some moments to myself, impromptu money showing up in my PayPal account with a note saying, “Go get yourself some coffee,” and more.

Each time I have been shown the kindness of God through the actions of His people, it has comforted my heart, brought me joy, and drawn me ever closer to the God Who inspired these Christian sisters of mine to bless me.

Never underestimate, dear reader, the impact of your Spirit-led kindness on others! It is no small thing to live out the fruit of the Spirit known as kindness.
It changes lives, friends.
It has changed mine.

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Fruitful Day 6 Produce Or Consume?

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Deuteronomy 31:24-29
Galatians 3:1-6
Galatians 5:16-25
2 Peter 3:8-13

Fruitful, Day 6

Patience.
A fruit of the Spirit we’d much rather consume than produce.
Something we pray for to help us get through our own trials, too often forgetting patience is also part of bearing witness.

As Moses prepared to climb a mountain and die when God said it was his time, he told Israel how much patience they required. Through plagues, rescue, the parting of the sea, miraculous provision in the wilderness, outmatched battles, and the establishment of the law, Moses was patient. Forbearing. Enduring through rebellion after rebellion.

He needed patience from God to persevere with the stiff-necked people. The patience he received also testified to the people of God’s faithfulness to them.

Fast forward to another man called to shepherd God’s stubborn people.

“You foolish Galatians!” (Galatians 3:1)
The apostle Paul’s stern correction to the early believers in Galatia carried a strong reminder to return to the God who set them free.

Israel had experienced freedom from bondage in Egypt by God’s might. The Galatians experienced freedom in Christ, God’s own Son. Yet, like Israel, they were eager to return to rules, repression, and religiosity.

“Are you so foolish? After beginning by the Spirit, are you now finishing by the flesh?” (Galatians 3:3)

Paul had every reason for impatience, but he patiently bore with the Galatian believers, offering exhortation.

His enduring care for them did not urge them to muscle through, but to grow in dependence on the One who could empower them to bear trials patiently, who could sustain them and their testimony through every hardship. The Holy Spirit.

Not much later in the letter, Paul described the results of the Holy Spirit’s work in hearts, even stubborn and foolish ones.

“But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. The law is not against such things.” (Galatians 5:22-23)

Paul needed divine patience to bear with the churches who turned back so easily, the kind only available from the God who waits for each of us to come to Him. (2 Peter 3:9) The patience he received testified of God’s continued faithfulness to His church.

God Himself is patient, and His patience proves His faithfulness. He waited until the right time to send His Son to save us. Now, He is waiting to bring to completion His big promise, to begin the Day of Lord:

“The Lord does not delay His promise, as some understand delay, but is patient with you, not wanting any to perish but all to come to repentance.” (2 Peter 3:9)

He invites us to experience this kind of patience in our own lives.
A patience that doesn’t simply wait, but waits for a good, loving, hopeful purpose, like the salvation of many!

I’m convicted here when I realize I tend to think of patience as a fruit I want to eat more than produce.

I work to muster patience up first, scraping it together like hard-earned cash that can’t cover the bills (Lord, forgive me!). When I still don’t have enough, I remember where to turn. I ask God, and what patience He gives me through the Holy Spirit, I gobble up, giving thanks, but not giving myself up.

Then someone surprises me with a comment on how patient I seem. They ask how and why, and grace reminds me that patience is for feeding, not just receiving.

The fruit of the Spirit is a testimony to God’s character and faithfulness to all who come to Him.

Moses needed divine patience to do all God commanded, but that patience was also evidence to others of God’s enduring love.

Paul needed divine patience for his God-given mission, but that patience also spoke to those to whom he continually bore witness.

In truth, you and I tend to ask God for patience because we are hungering after something and don’t like to wait. The Holy Spirit produces patience in us so hungry people might see Jesus and know where to be filled.

“If we live by the Spirit, let us also keep in step with the Spirit.” (Galatians 5:25)

May those who look at us see the fruit of patience in our lives, and through that fruit, recognize the One who’s walking with us, who is patient with us, and who is patiently waiting to walk with them, too.

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The GT Weekend! ~ Fruitful Week 1

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The GT Weekend!

At Gracefully Truthful, weekends aren’t for “checking out”.
Use this time to invite the Almighty’s fullness into you life in a deeper way!
Saturdays and Sundays are a chance to
reflect, rest, and re-center our lives onto Christ.
Don’t miss the opportunity to connect with other women in prayer,
rest your soul in reflective journaling,
and spend time worshiping the Creator who
longs for intimacy with each of us!

Worship Through Journaling

Worship Through Journaling

1) Have you ever watched a garden grow? From one day to the next, the growth of the garden looks nearly the same. But over the course of a summer, what was once a patch of brown, unimpressive dirt becomes a jungle of plants, vines, and fruits. This makes me think of the work of the Spirit of God in my life. I look much the same today as I did yesterday. But if I consider how I’ve changed over the last 5 years, I see substantial ways that the Holy Spirit has done His work in me. As I have grown more aware of Christ’s love for me, my love for others has grown in tandem with my love for God. As I become more aware of how undeserving I am of His love, I have grown more eager to share with others. No matter where you are on your faith journey, the Spirit of God can change you. Are you still undecided about whether this Jesus is for you? Ask God to reveal His great love to you. Are you a brand new believer? Praise God that He loves you just as you are and ask Him to grow your love for Him and others. Are you a mature believer wondering why you still struggle with accepting His love or showing it to others? Cast all your troubles at the feet of Jesus. The Spirit empowers and brings about your transformation. You need only obey His leading. Write down 3 ways that you have seen evidence of God’s love in your life, and 3 ways that you can show His love to others. Thank Him for the work He has already done, and ask for His strength to walk in obedience.

2) What comes to mind in your everyday life experiences around the word “joy”? Close your eyes, slow your breathing, and think about joy. Where do you see it? How do you feel it in your body? What sounds do you hear? What smells tantalize you? What does your tongue taste as you consider joy? Do you find a smile spreading across your face even as your eyes are closed? Go ahead and try it! We will be here waiting when you open your eyes! As you reflect on these rich experiences, what was absent for this joy to be so free? Did your joy center around an experience, a person, or an object? If this joy were tangible, and you could submerge yourself in it like ocean water, imagine the glee and the freedom here. Now, know with confidence, that the highest peak of delectable joy humanly possible is like a drop in the bucket on a parched day compared to the richness of joy found only in relationship with Jesus Christ. Do you believe this? Have you experienced this? In what way? Dig into Scripture this week, seeking out this lasting joy in relationship with Jesus!

3) Peace feels…. What adjective would you use to finish this sentence? Slippery? Calming? Impossible? Our previous experiences with peace often dictate whether we view peace as illusive, tangible, or even mythical. It’s important to be reminded that biblical peace is not the absence of conflict. Scripture teaches that the gospel is indeed offensive to those who rebel against it. (1 Corinthians 1:18, 1 Peter 2:7-8) As long as we are at odds with Christ and the true peace that He brings, the idea of peace will always seem slippery, illusive, and impossible. Where Christ rules, and our surrender is wholly given, peace floods. Identify the places in your life where peace is glaringly absent. Where does it feel like “peace” is laughable? Describe these scenarios in a few words on a post-it note and stick them by your bed. On another card, write out Philippians 4:4-7 and place it close by. Make time throughout the coming days to intentionally memorize these verses. What is the secret to unleashing God’s peace according to these verses?

Praying Scripture back to the One who wrote it in the first place is a great way to jump start our prayer-life! Pray this passage from 2 Peter1:2-4 back to the Lord and
let His Spirit speak to you through it!

May grace and peace be multiplied to you through the knowledge of God and of Jesus our Lord. His divine power has given us everything required for life and godliness through the knowledge of Him who called us by His own glory and goodness. By these he has given us very great and precious promises, so that through them you may share in the divine nature, escaping the corruption that is in the world because of evil desire.

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Oh Lord our God, how great is Your love for us. Father, Son, Spirit, Your love is perfect. You did not need mankind to make Your love complete, but because of Your great and overflowing love, You chose to create us for relationship with You. What joy this truth brings to my heart. You are not a far-off, unseeing God. No, You hear the prayers of Your people and You speak to us. Forgive me, oh Lord, for my forgetful, hardened heart. I long to follow You and obey Your commands, yet I often choose the lesser things, rebelling in my innermost being against the relationship You have offered me. Have mercy on me, oh God, and renew my heart. Thank You for the gift of transformation You give to Your children. Thank You for the fruit of the Spirit that is evident in my life. I know that without Your great power, I would not have the love, joy, or peace that I have in my life today. Help me to be steadfast and faithful, following the leading of Your Spirit at all times.

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Fruitful Day 4 Lasting Joy: Digging Deeper

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Digging Deeper Days

Finding the original intent of Scripture and making good application to our everyday lives as we become equipped to correctly handle the Word of Truth!

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The Questions

1) How can God be the psalmist’s “portion and cup of blessing?” (verse 5)

2) What does it mean for “the boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places”? (verse 6)

3) What does abundant joy look like? (verse 11)

Psalm 16

Protect me, God, for I take refuge in you.
2 I said to the Lord, “You are my Lord;
I have nothing good besides you.”
3 As for the holy people who are in the land,
they are the noble ones.
All my delight is in them.
4 The sorrows of those who take another god
for themselves will multiply;
I will not pour out their drink offerings of blood,
and I will not speak their names with my lips.

5 Lord, you are my portion
and my cup of blessing;
you hold my future.
6 The boundary lines have fallen for me
in pleasant places;
indeed, I have a beautiful inheritance.

7 I will bless the Lord who counsels me—
even at night when my thoughts trouble me.
8 I always let the Lord guide me.
Because he is at my right hand,
I will not be shaken.

9 Therefore my heart is glad
and my whole being rejoices;
my body also rests securely.
10 For you will not abandon me to Sheol;
you will not allow your faithful one to see decay.
11 You reveal the path of life to me;
in your presence is abundant joy;
at your right hand are eternal pleasures.

Original Intent

1) How can God be the psalmist’s “portion and cup of blessing?” (verse 5)
Psalm 16 is a thankful prayer to the Mighty God from David, the youngest son and lowly shepherd-turned-king of Israel. David declares, “Lord, you are my portion and my cup of blessing; you hold my future.” (Psalm 16:5) Author Joseph Benson describes David’s allusion of “portion” and “cup” to “the ancient manner (…) in feasts, in which each had his portion of meat and of wine allotted to him.” In this case, David is pleased to have Jehovah as His portion because to have God is to have the source of all things. Author David Guzik notes, “God said to the priests in the days of Moses: ‘I am your portion and your inheritance.’ (Numbers 18:20) David understood this was a promise (…) to all who would trust God to be the portion of their inheritance.” To have the Lord as one’s portion was to have everything one needed. If David could choose from any potential portion, he would choose the Lord only His cup is full of blessings. Author Charles Ellicott cites Psalm 11:6 to demonstrate that the figure of cup “had already become a synonym for “condition in life””. David was thanking God that his condition in life was blessed because he trusted in the Lord God. The same is true for us today, if God is the Lord of our lives. No matter what we need or what we face, God as our portion is more than enough for us. His cup of blessing is all we need or could ever want.

2) What does it mean for “the boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places”? (verse 6)
David understood God was the Author of his life and he described his joy by saying, “the boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places”. (Psalm 16:6) Author Charles Ellicott explains, “The allusion is to the ‘measuring cords’ by which allotments of land were measured, and they are said to ‘fall’ possibly because after the measurement the portions were distributed by ‘lot.’” (Joshua 17:5; Micah 2:5) In ancient times, land was measured and divided among inheritors by casting lots (similar in concept to modern dice) to determine who would receive which portion of land. Author David Guzik notes that “David was the youngest son [who] could expect no inheritance from his family; yet he took joy and comfort in the fact that God was the portion of his inheritance . . . The lines that marked out his inheritance had fallen to him in pleasant places.” David rejoiced that God had given him a blessed life with God as his inheritance. The Lord, in His goodness, had provided fellowship with God Himself as the pleasant boundary lines marking David’s life. David knew this was better than inheriting the choicest fields or the largest estate for a life lived with God meant rich joy! He declared, “You reveal the path of life to me; in Your presence is abundant joy; at your right hand are eternal pleasures.” (Psalm 16:11) When we invite God to be Lord of our lives, we also experience the same good inheritance David celebrated. We rejoice because God made a place for us with Him. Our boundary lines couldn’t have fallen more wonderfully!

3) What does abundant joy look like? (verse 11)
In Psalm 16:11, David declared to the Lord, “In your presence is abundant joy”. He did not follow up with descriptors to embellish his meaning, instead, his description of abundant joy preceded his declaration. The entire chapter describes what it looks like to have abundant joy because it describes life in God’s presence. David writes of God’s presence as a refuge. (Psalm 16:1) He also described the joyless, sorrowful life of those outside God’s presence. (Psalm 16:4) David discovered the unspeakable, all-satisfying joy of choosing God as his portion, cup, and inheritance. (verses 9-11) God counseled David when he had troubling thoughts and guided him (verses 7-8), which was part of the joy of being in God’s presence. David’s confidence came from knowing he would never be shaken if he remained with God; what great joy! (verse 8) Because God was with him, David had confidence in the Lord; this confident, experiential knowing of God made his heart happy and brought him peace. (verse 9) David knew God would neither let him waste away nor abandon him. (verse 10) He was joyful in knowing God would lead him where he should go; again, what peace! (verse 11) Not only did David experience the joy of God’s presence on earth, but he was confident in experiencing eternal pleasures at God’s right hand. (verse 11) Author Alexander Maclaren suggests, “First, life here may be God’s presence with us, to make us steadfast. And secondly, if so, life hereafter will be our presence with God to make us glad.” For David, and us, abundant joy comes from being in God’s presence and realizing He is our All. He provides for our needs and cares for every issue we face. Thank You, Lord, for the joy of Your presence!

Everyday Application

1) How can God be the psalmist’s “portion and cup of blessing?” (verse 5)
As little kids, we would always bicker about who got the bigger piece of cake or who rode in the front seat. With my own kids, I learned someone will always complain about the sibling who received the “better” triangle of PB&J sandwich. Why are we so often dissatisfied with what we have, comparing it to everyone else’s and finding it lacking? David did just the opposite. He took one look at the portion given to him in God Himself and rejoiced! He knew that those who served other gods would have sorrows multiplied (Psalm 16:4), but those who served God had a pleasant “portion and cup of blessing” (verse 5) David realized that God was supremely the best he could possibly receive. It wasn’t about his circumstances, which varied from his life being hunted down to being celebrated as King. His blessing was found in the Lord God. In Him alone was found everything! Author John Piper asserts, “Nothing satisfies — nothing nourishes and sustains — the way [God] does. He is my greatest good. My treasure of all treasures. My highest pleasure. My chosen portion of sirloin. My cup of finest wine.” It is so easy to look at someone and envy what they have or feel disappointment in what you have by comparison. However, if we recognize, like David, that God’s Kingdom is more than the temporary, finite things we see, we can appreciate the Lord as our portion. He is our inheritance! (Ephesians 1:3, 11) Because of the “cup of blessing” we have from God, we have the counsel, guidance, protection and provision of the Almighty God at every moment of our everyday lives! Our portion is Him who holds everything together (Colossians 1:17), knows everything (1 John 3:20), and loves us without end (Psalm 100:5). When we have all of this in abundance, we have need of nothing else. In fact, we have so much that, instead of envying others, we can share our “cup of blessing” with everyone by sharing Jesus with them!

2) What does it mean for “the boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places”? (verse 6)
My friend owns some farm land, and often finds his neighbors subtly encroaching on his property. One put up a fence a few feet over the boundary line, and one built a little shed on a shared dirt roadway. If things get contentious, a surveyor comes out to prove the boundary line, so he can get his land back. I think of my friend when David writes about “boundary lines” in Psalm 16:6. For David, however, there was no arguing or contention. He was not scheming to get more or lamenting his lack. He was pleased with the Lord’s boundary lines, His blessings and providence. Keep in mind that David’s life was neither easy nor trouble free. In fact, his life was often filled with military battles, personal conflicts, and sadness so deep it would qualify as depression today. Despite his hardships, David rejoiced in God being on his side. (Psalm 56:9) He could turn to God when his soul was troubled (Psalm 16:7); he confidently knew he would not be shaken when God was for him. (Psalm 16:8) With this deep trust in God, His peace prevails. David said his whole body could rest securely knowing God was in control. (Psalm 16:9) David also experienced joy and gladness from remaining inside God’s boundary lines and not pushing beyond. (Psalm 16:9) My prayer is for each of us to fully recognize the blessing it is to have boundary lines from the Lord that fall in pleasant places regardless of circumstances. God Himself is our good inheritance. I hope we live like David did, completely aware that God is for us, He is blessing us and providing for us daily, no matter our circumstances.

3) What does abundant joy look like? (verse 11)
People spend a lot of time, money, and energy pursuing joy. We try new fads and buy pricey gadgets we hope will bring happiness. We explore new hobbies, build bigger houses, purchase fancier cars, and adopt pets. Whatever promises to fulfill our longing for joy, we pursue it. This looks different for each of us. C.S. Lewis wrote, “I sometimes wonder whether all pleasures are not substitutes for Joy.” None of these pursuits are bad or wrong in themselves, but they won’t bring us lasting joy to satisfy our deep longings. True joy only comes from God. In verse 11, David tells the Lord, “In Your presence is abundant joy.” In Psalm 43:4, the psalmist calls God his “greatest joy”. Romans 15:13 says God fills us with joy. Jesus tells us if we keep His commands and remain in His love, His joy will be in us and our joy will be complete. (John 15:9-11) Sometimes we get frustrated because knowing God and being in His presence doesn’t mean that we are exempt from sorrow. How can our joy be complete if we still feel sadness? Author John Piper says, “fullness of joy in this life does not [mean] that all competing emotions are excluded. We rejoice, and we weep, even simultaneously. But in the resurrection, this won’t be the case anymore.” We experience joy here on earth even while we still experience painful emotions, but when we are eternally in God’s presence everything changes. With God, there will be no more tears. (Revelation 21:4) We can experience the joy of the Lord even now, on earth, and live in joy forever with God in Heaven. This joy doesn’t require purchasing the latest, greatest gadget, we simply accept it as a free gift from God (Romans 3:24) when we put our trust in Him.

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Fruitful Day 3 Lasting Joy

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John 15:9-17
2 Peter 1:1-8
Matthew 7:13-23
Psalm 16

Fruitful, Day 3

Happiness is a feeling, and as feelings go, they seem to change at the snap of a finger.
If you are like me, my feelings seem to be altered simply by the weather’s shift.

I’m no doctor, and I haven’t been diagnosed with Seasonal Affective Disorder, but its description seems to fit the bill. Cloudy and overcast equals the blues. Sunshine and bright skies equal lifted spirits.

God’s Word offers a stabilizing anchor to my swinging tides of happiness in the richness of life-giving, always sustainable joy.

Unlike the emotion of happiness, joy is a fruit of the Spirit. This fruit grows over time as I daily surrender my life to Him and feast on His Word. I cannot do this in my own strength. There might be some benefit to ‘smile every hour to make yourself happier’, but this is not the fruit of lasting joy. One cannot simply “choose” to bear the fruit of joy. Rather, true and lasting joy is built through God’s character flourishing in our lives as we plant ourselves deep in the fertile soil of total surrender and dependence on Him.

“His (God’s) divine power has given us everything required for life and godliness through the knowledge of Him who called us by His own glory and goodness.”
(2 Peter 1:3, emphasis mine)

When I am unhappy, there may be some hormonal or chemical imbalance, but largely, my unhappiness results from my lack of abiding in Scripture. All of God’s Word is true all the time. We must trust God’s Word above our feelings.

I want to shout with the Psalmist,
“You reveal the path of life to me;
in Your presence is abundant joy;
at Your right hand are eternal pleasures.”
(Psalm 16:11, emphasis mine)

Sisters, hear me, I need to shout that to myself even if, or especially when, I don’t necessarily feel joyful. When we don’t feel joyful, how can we align our hearts with the fruit God is surely working in us? In His presence.

In John 15:1-10, Jesus describes Himself as the Vine and His followers as the branches.
If we abide in Him, and follow Him in obedience,
then His Spirit is faithful to grow His own joy in us!

Jesus said of our insistent abiding in His presence and obedient following,
“I have told you these things so that My joy may be in you and your joy may be complete.” (John 15:11) Abiding in God’s Word, talking with Him in prayer, and obeying His commands opens the floodgate for His joy to be built in us!

Similarly, Jesus said, “If you continue in My word, you really are My disciples. You will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” (John 8:31-32)

I’ve known and experienced the truth of these promises,
but I too often forget and go my own way.

I allow my feelings to dictate how I feel,
rather than the truth of God’s Word.

I will choose to binge watch TV, or neglect my Bible reading in exchange for more sleep rather than the eternal pleasure of God’s joy being built in me. No fleeting happiness will bring true, lasting joy. Temporary delights provide an adrenaline high to be sure, but are destined to crash and fall into the ever-lacking, supremely joyless reality of a life wrought by following my own way.

I would be lying if I told you there are no slivers of joy apart from Christ. The truth is that God graciously allows all people to experience portions of His joy in this life, but only believers in Christ can experience true, complete, lasting joy.

Maybe you feel tossed around by happiness or the lack thereof. Let’s take our cue from David’s confident song and Christ’s rich invitation, knowing the Holy Spirit will craft His joy in us as we surrender.

Let’s choose to abide with Him and receive the completeness of His joy.
Choose to believe God at His Word and find His joy that wins over feelings.
I can’t guarantee you’ll feel instant joy.

And I can’t guarantee that feeling of joy in abiding will stay with you when you wake up the next day. But we can rest on the assurance of Christ’s truth that when we abide, He grows His fruit of joy in us, regardless of how we feel from one snap of our fingers to the next.
We must preach truth to ourselves!

Christ, on the cross, substituted Himself in the place of sinners like you and me and He paid the penalty of death that our sin deserves.

He lived a perfect, sinless life despite hardship and persecution.
He did this, for the joy set before Him. (Hebrews 12:1-2)
That joy? It was the joy of bringing sinners home to be with Him forever in order to give glory and praise to God for all of eternity.

Lasting Joy

Christ knew that eternal joy would come through His sacrificial death. He achieved this joy by His victory over the grave and is now seated at the right hand of God the Father. If we are in Christ, this joy is ours and His Spirit increasingly grows it within us.

Nothing, neither grief nor struggle, sickness or death can steal His lasting joy away.

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Fruitful Day 1 Anchoring Love

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John 3:16-17
Romans 5:8-15
2 Peter 1:2-4
1 John 4:16-19
Galatians 5:22-25

Fruitful, Day 1

I’ve often heard the popular saying, “It is not the gift that matters, but the spirit behind it.”

While the giver’s intent is important, the gift itself often speaks volumes of the giver’s heart. Would we gift junk to someone dear to us?
No, love motivates us to give a precious gift to another.

Yet, our kind of love is imperfect. How we relate to and treat one another, how we love, is mostly dependent on their treatment of us.

But God’s love is not like ours; His love does not depend on our attitude.
He loves us irrespective of who we are, because He is love.

“For God loved the world in this way: He gave His one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life.” (John 3:16)

“There is no one righteous, not even one. There is no one who understands; there is no one who seeks God. All have turned away; all alike have become worthless. There is no one who does what is good, not even one.” (Romans 3:10-12)

“But God proves His own love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” (Romans 5:8)

“No one has greater love than this: to lay down his life for his friends.” (John 15:13)

Jesus demonstrated His great love when He submitted Himself to the will of His Father without reservation, by offering His life as a sacrifice for our sins. What a great love! Now, we who believe in Him are the product of that love.

Before Jesus returned to the Father, He said,

“And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Counselor to be with you forever. He is the Spirit of truth [. . .] I will not leave you as orphans; I am coming to you.” (John 14:16-18)

The Holy Spirit came upon the disciples, just as Jesus promised, on the day of Pentecost. (Acts 2:1-4) We have also received the Holy Spirit when we put our faith in Christ!
The Holy Spirit is the gift of God’s presence in us, demonstrating His love for us.
Through His Spirit, He motivates and equips us to love one another, He comforts us in times of adversity, and fills us with joy even when we don’t have any physical reason to rejoice. He helps us  love even our enemies, and enables us to persevere in trials.

I can testify to the transforming power of the Holy Spirit in me. When I encountered Jesus in my life, I began to learn of the depth of His love.

This hymn always reminds of His love; whenever I sing it, tears of joy roll down my cheeks.

“I am so glad that our Father in heaven
Tells of His love in the Book He has given,
Wonderful things in the Bible I see.
This is the dearest, that Jesus loves me.

I am so glad that Jesus loves,
Jesus loves me, Jesus loves me,
I am so glad that Jesus loves me,
Jesus loves even me.”

This song reminds me of my character before my encounter with Jesus’ love. I can’t imagine why Jesus should love a person like me: a selfish, self-centered, self-righteous, unforgiving, and Mrs. Know-All person.

Yet He died for me and paid the full price for my sins.
When I was boasting in my emptiness, bragging of my good works,
He knew they wouldn’t save me.

He revealed Himself to me as the only way, the truth, and the life. (John 14:6) Only then did I begin to truly experience His love that goes far beyond our comprehension. Just as it is impossible to measure the quantity of water in the ocean, so is God’s love for us.

Wrapped in the embrace of His love, there was nothing left for me but to surrender my life to Him. I could not resist His compelling, motivating, magnetic love.
His love gave me peace I had never experienced before.
His love began cultivating the fruitfulness of His own character in me.
My life was transformed from one of self-indulgence and frustration to a life bubbling with joy.
Hallelujah! 

I am certainly not perfect, but I am not who I was before I encountered Christ’s love.
By the grace of God, my story is different.
Glory be to God!

I do not count on my selfish love to see me through weighty grievances or serious offences, but rather on God’s own love which He poured in my heart through the Holy Spirit. (Romans 5:5) I am absolutely certain of the transforming power of the Holy Spirit to accomplish what human ability cannot.

Considering this great, incomprehensible love of God, I conclude with the words of Apostle Paul,

“Who can separate us from the love of Christ? [. . .] For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Jesus Christ our Lord.” (Romans 8:35a, 38-39)

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