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The GT Weekend! ~ Sketched XI Week 1

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The GT Weekend! ~ Sketched XI Week 1

Katelyn Palmer

June 24, 2023

Alive,Broken,Confession,Faith,Fear,Obedience,Power,Praise

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John 6:32-35

Jesus said to them, ‘Truly I tell you, Moses didn’t give you the bread from heaven, but my Father gives you the true bread from heaven. For the bread of God is the one who comes down from heaven and gives life to the world.’

Then they said, ‘Sir, give us this bread always.’ ‘I am the bread of life,’ Jesus told them. ‘No one who comes to me will ever be hungry, and no one who believes in me will ever be thirsty again.”
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Prayer Journal Entry

Dear Yahweh, thank You for showing me the humanity and struggle in each of the characters of the Bible. As one of Your vessels, I’m encouraged to know You will never forsake me (Psalm 16:10) and You will accomplish Your will through me (Ephesians 2:10) just as You did through them.

Lord, I am grateful to You for cultivating a faith within me that carries with it hope for this lifetime and the next. I ask You, Yahweh, to now cultivate a community around me, one that will strengthen me in my faith and lovingly point me back to You. (Hebrews 10:24-25) Like You provided Elijah for the widow (1 Kings 17:8-24), I need that communal support, the kind which will pray with me and for me (James 5:16-18). For this I humbly ask Your good gift of community.

Lord, I also ask for Your continued provision in my life just as You provided bread and meat for Elijah in the wilderness every day. (1 Kings 17:5-6) I know You have mighty things planned for my life, Lord, so I am praying for patience and courage (Psalm 27:14) as I continue to seek You and Your will daily (Psalm 63:1, Matthew 7:7).
I pray this in the Name of Your Son, Jesus, Amen!

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Journal Prompts

JOURNAL ONE

The pattern of humanity through time regarding faith has not changed. We remain a tapestry of tragedy and faith woven together, as Ms. Bailey so eloquently put it earlier this week.

Meditating on the threads of tragedy can leave us feeling defeated with the same mindset Elijah had on day one of our study, “I can’t do this…I am only one man”. When we pull on the threads of faith, however, we are reminded of the biblical greats who came before us, like king David. His legacy of faith still teaches us today.

In Psalm 16, king David called on God for protection, believing in God as his personal refuge and shield from evil. We learn David first sought the Lord’s counsel before acting (2 Samuel 5:18-25), a reminder that we can’t, in fact, do this alone, but God can do it through us. Turns out, behind the storyline of “mighty David”, the true Champion was the Lord God all along.

David’s faith was founded in God’s character rather than what God had done for David, giving him the confidence to face the many trials that marked his reign as king of Israel. We, too, can have this confidence in our Lord if we follow David’s practiced example and intentionally preach biblical truth to our souls in times of affliction, combatting the devil’s lies with God’s Word. (Matthew 4:1-11)

JOURNAL TWO


I have enjoyed studying Elijah’s story in the unique manner of our Sketched theme; there are so many excellent examples of God’s faithfulness and provision in the storyline of his life.

Elijah was a man of faith who sought for the Lord’s power to be exalted over the heathen gods of his time, but he was also human just like us. He experienced doubt (1 Kings 19:9-10), fear (1 Kings 19:3), sorrow (1 Kings 17:17-21), regret (1 Kings 19:3-5), even the threat of death (1 Kings 19:2). He was wildly un-popular, yet he witnessed the life-giving power of the Lord (1 Kings 17:22-24), divine provision (1 Kings 17:3-6, 13-15); the Lord’s voice (1 Kings 19:12-13), victory over enemies (1 Kings 18:36-39), the Lord’s control over creation (1 Kings 17:1; 1 Kings 18:44-45), and the Lord’s mercy (1 Kings 19:18).

In the end, the Lord cultivated a faith in Elijah that continues to teach us today, a faith that illustrates the care God has for each one of us. How might the Lord be growing your faith in your current season?

JOURNAL THREE

People are broken and therefore unreliable, but Elijah knew the Lord would make a way for him in Zarephath whether the widow heeded God’s commands or not. He also knew the Lord had set this particular woman apart for His will, so she would have been strengthened by God to follow His commands.

When we rely on God to provide, we find it easier to leverage our vulnerability to create lasting and impactful relationships, ultimately bringing glory to God (1 Kings 17:24) and bringing God to lost people. The widow is an example of God’s strength in our weakness. He took the dire circumstances of this poor woman and her family and used them as a backdrop for the transformation He would bring in her heart and life.

Not only did He physically provide for the widow and her son during the drought, He provided for her for eternity when she demonstrated a true heart change as she believed on Yahweh through her own faith. One heart surrendered to the Lord in genuine faith can have generational impacts!

This story in Elijah’s life is also a great testament to the importance of community. This woman was prepared to die with her child, but together God and Elijah came alongside her and encouraged her. Who can you reach out to and come alongside today?

If you’re walking through your own difficult circumstances, take heart that the Lord sees you and is waiting for you to trust Him in faith just as the widow!
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Pause VI Day 13 Surprising Secret

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Pause VI Day 13 Surprising Secret

Melodye Reeves

January 18, 2023

Adoration,Gospel,Identity,Joy,Kingdom,Longing

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Philippians 4:10-14

10 I rejoiced in the Lord greatly because once again you renewed your care for me. You were, in fact, concerned about me but lacked the opportunity to show it. 11 I don’t say this out of need, for I have learned to be content in whatever circumstances I find myself. 12 I know how to make do with little, and I know how to make do with a lot. In any and all circumstances I have learned the secret of being content—whether well fed or hungry, whether in abundance or in need. 13 I am able to do all things through him who strengthens me. 14 Still, you did well by partnering with me in my hardship.

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Heard any of these expressions?

I’ve got a secret.
This is our little secret.
Do you want to know a secret?
The secret leaked out.

Or now at my age, I’ve asked this one when I observe ageless beauty, graceful grandparenting, or meaningful marriages:
What’s your secret?

Paul had a secret.
But it was a different kind of secret. It was a “sacred secret” that wasn’t to be kept from public knowledge. It was his explanation regarding his previous instruction to the people in Philippi. He had stated and repeated:
Rejoice … always.

“In any and all circumstances I have learned the secret of being content.” (verse 12)

 Reflect for a moment on Paul’s location as he wrote this letter. From other verses in Philippians, we know he was in prison under house-arrest. Still, multiple times in his letter he has made a case for consistent, joyful living. Maybe he anticipated the Philippian believers feeling sorry or sad for him, and he wanted to assure them he had everything he needed. Because for Paul, knowing Christ was his single need.

Sisters, let’s take time to reflect on our own contentment. Do we miss much of the joy in our lives because we are wishing for something else we think someone else has? Maybe we have concluded that others have discovered the secret we’ve been trying to uncover. Is it possible we’ve lost sight of what we received when we gained Christ?

Paul had come to understand the essential, but often missing, element of knowing Christ. Though he had come to realize that the grace of Jesus equipped Him for every task (2 Corinthians 12:9), he had learned the secret sauce was the joy found in contentment. We can do it too, my friend! We can do all things through Jesus!

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1) Be a scribe and copy the precious words of Scripture down word for word. Make space in your journal to write down every word of Philippians 4:10-14 today. As you copy, lookup a cross reference or two as you come to them (they are the small letters next to certain words in your study Bible or online at www.biblia.com). As you write, consider the joy of Jesus! (Hebrews 12:2) He knew what was ahead of Him would be agonizing. He also knew the joy of obedience far outweighed the temporary suffering He would experience. Certainly, Paul considered Jesus as he meditated on the secret of his joy!

2) Choose one of these options to live boldly with authentic honesty in biblical community. As we grow deeper in God’s Word, the Lord designed us to share and grow with others walking alongside us.         

a) Take a photo of your journal time this week and share it, or share a quote from it.

b) Do a Facebook Live on the GT Community group and share how God has been working in you.   

c) Leave a comment here about it.

d) Share something God has been showing you in a comment at the GT Community Group 

e) Plan a coffee or lunch date with a friend and share what you’ve been learning and soaking in as you have hit Pause.

f) Write a note of encouragement to a sister who has been through the nitty-gritty of real life with you. Let her know how deeply she has impacted your walk with Christ.

g) For some of us, having a “2am friend” to build biblical community with is a new concept. If that’s you, this is an exciting, fresh place to be! Connect with our Facebook Community, send us an email, reach out to your local church body, seek out a small group and plug in! 

3) Continuing to work on memorizing Philippians 4:4-5

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Build Day 2 The Need To Build: Digging Deeper

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Finding the original intent of Scripture and making good application to our everyday lives as we become equipped to correctly handle the Word of Truth!

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The Questions

1) Why does Nehemiah weep and mourn when he hears the ruined state of Jerusalem’s walls? (Nehemiah 1:4)

2) Why does Nehemiah ask the Lord to be attentive to Nehemiah and remember God’s promises? (Nehemiah 1:8-11)

3) Why did Nehemiah say that the gracious hand of God was on him? (Nehemiah 2:8)

Nehemiah 1:1-2:8

The words of Nehemiah son of Hacaliah: During the month of Chislev in the twentieth year, when I was in the fortress city of Susa, 2 Hanani, one of my brothers, arrived with men from Judah, and I questioned them about Jerusalem and the Jewish remnant that had survived the exile. 3 They said to me, “The remnant in the province, who survived the exile, are in great trouble and disgrace. Jerusalem’s wall has been broken down, and its gates have been burned.”4 When I heard these words, I sat down and wept. I mourned for a number of days, fasting and praying before the God of the heavens. 5 I said, Lord, the God of the heavens, the great and awe-inspiring God who keeps his gracious covenant with those who love him and keep his commands, 6 let your eyes be open and your ears be attentive to hear your servant’s prayer that I now pray to you day and night for your servants, the Israelites. I confess the sins we have committed against you. Both I and my father’s family have sinned. 7 We have acted corruptly toward you and have not kept the commands, statutes, and ordinances you gave your servant Moses. 8 Please remember what you commanded your servant Moses: “If you are unfaithful, I will scatter you among the peoples. 9 But if you return to me and carefully observe my commands, even though your exiles were banished to the farthest horizon I will gather them from there and bring them to the place where I chose to have my name dwell.” 10 They are your servants and your people. You redeemed them by your great power and strong hand. 11 Please, Lord, let your ear be attentive to the prayer of your servant and to that of your servants who delight to revere your name. Give your servant success today, and grant him compassion in the presence of this man. At the time, I was the king’s cupbearer.

During the month of Nisan in the twentieth year of King Artaxerxes, when wine was set before him, I took the wine and gave it to the king. I had never been sad in his presence, 2 so the king said to me, “Why do you look so sad, when you aren’t sick? This is nothing but sadness of heart.” I was overwhelmed with fear 3 and replied to the king, “May the king live forever! Why should I not be sad when the city where my ancestors are buried lies in ruins and its gates have been destroyed by fire?” 4 Then the king asked me, “What is your request?” So I prayed to the God of the heavens 5 and answered the king, “If it pleases the king, and if your servant has found favor with you, send me to Judah and to the city where my ancestors are buried, so that I may rebuild it.” 6 The king, with the queen seated beside him, asked me, “How long will your journey take, and when will you return?” So I gave him a definite time, and it pleased the king to send me. 7 I also said to the king, “If it pleases the king, let me have letters written to the governors of the region west of the Euphrates River, so that they will grant me safe passage until I reach Judah. 8 And let me have a letter written to Asaph, keeper of the king’s forest, so that he will give me timber to rebuild the gates of the temple’s fortress, the city wall, and the home where I will live.” The king granted my requests, for the gracious hand of my God was on me.

Original Intent

1) Why does Nehemiah weep and mourn when he hears the ruined state of Jerusalem’s walls? (Nehemiah 1:4)
Nehemiah was an exile from Jerusalem living in the Persian city of Susa, serving as a cupbearer to the King. When his brother visited and told him of the desolation and ruin in the city of Jerusalem, Nehemiah sat down and wept, then fasted and prayed. (Nehemiah 1:4) He mourned over the ruined state of his city as it lay open and vulnerable to attack. In that ancient culture, a city whose gates were broken and whose walls were destroyed couldn’t even be defined as a city. Nehemiah knew Jerusalem needed protection because many of God’s promises were connected to Jerusalem and its people who came from Abraham. (Genesis 12:1-3) Additionally, God’s temple was there. (Haggai 1) Lawrence H. Schiffman explains that the temple’s restoration was important because it “allowed Israel to continue its ancestral worship of God in the ways prescribed by its ancient literature [and]… established the biblical sacrificial system…“ Jerusalem also needed protection from her enemies. Brian Bill suggests Nehemiah was also “broken over the complacency of the people of Jerusalem. They were living in ruins and they accepted it. They were willing to walk around the devastation instead of being concerned enough to do something about their situation.” Although he didn’t live there, Nehemiah’s heart was present in Jerusalem with his people in his ancestral home. He was woeful to think of God’s people suffering, humbled, and defenseless. God used Nehemiah’s concern and love for God and his people to raise him up as a leader to accomplish God’s purposes.

2) Why does Nehemiah ask the Lord to be attentive to Nehemiah and remember God’s promises? (Nehemiah 1:8-11)
When Nehemiah sought the Lord over restoring the walls of Jerusalem, he asked God to remember what He had previously commanded Moses, and he petitioned God to be attentive to his prayers. (Nehemiah 1:8-11) Nehemiah knew it was wise to speak God’s promises back to Him because the Word of the Lord is true (Psalm 33:4) and God honors His promises. (Hebrews 10:23) David Guzik asserts, “This, no doubt, is the secret to great power in prayer: to plead the promises of God. We may be a bit annoyed when one of our children comes to us saying ‘Daddy, you promised’; but our Father in heaven delights in it.” Nehemiah reminded the Lord of His promise to Moses that He would scatter His people because of their disobedience and that He would gather them together when they repented and returned to God. (Deuteronomy 30:1-4) Brian Bill paraphrases the prayer of Nehemiah, “Lord, the first part is true. We’ve disobeyed and we’re in captivity. But Lord, you’ve made a promise to bring us back home and protect us there – and that has not happened yet. I’m claiming your promise that You’ll make it happen.” Nehemiah prayed with expectation, knowing that God’s heart toward the people was forgiveness and restoration, and that now was as good a time as any to perform His Word. Nehemiah asked God to attend to his prayers because He wanted God to know he was in earnest and that God’s heart was being reflected in Nehemiah’s. In praying the promises of God, Nehemiah knew he would be touching the heart of God and His desire to perform His Word for His people.

3) Why did Nehemiah say that the gracious hand of God was on him? (Nehemiah 2:8)
When Nehemiah was granted permission and assistance from the King to return to Jerusalem to rebuild the walls, he declared, “the gracious hand of God was on me.” (Nehemiah 2:8) Nehemiah recognized that God orchestrated the entire incident for him, including making him the King’s cupbearer and giving him favor with the king so his requests would be heard and granted. A cupbearer, “in the ancient Oriental courts, was always a person of rank and importance; and, from the confidential nature of his duties and his frequent access to the royal presence, he possessed great influence” (Jamieson-Fausset-Brown Bible Commentary) God placed Nehemiah in a situation of gaining favor of the one man who could provide the assistance and resources necessary to rebuild Jerusalem’s wall. God had done the same with Ezra when he began rebuilding the temple in Jerusalem. (Ezra 7:6)  W.P. Lockhart suggests, “When God has work to be done He provides suitable instruments and places them in favourable situations to promote His plans.” Such was certainly the case for Nehemiah. Not everyone who stood before the king unbidden to make a request was honored as Nehemiah was. It was surely God’s grace on him that brought about the success of his mission. The hand of God was on Nehemiah to rebuild the wall, just as it had been on Ezra to rebuild the temple in Jerusalem. It is encouraging to know that when God calls you to do something for Him, He gives you the grace and favor you need to see it through. (2 Timothy 1:9)

Everyday Application

1) Why does Nehemiah weep and mourn when he hears the ruined state of Jerusalem’s walls? (Nehemiah 1:4)
I was impressed with Nehemiah’s devotion to God and His people when I read his reaction to the dire situation of Jerusalem, its broken walls, and the peoples’ disgrace. Nehemiah 1:4 describes his response, “When I heard these words, I sat down and wept. I mourned for a number of days, fasting and praying before the God of the heavens.” Reading this made me consider the last time I wept, fasted, or even prayed for the sadness and desolation I see around me in the church, in my culture, and the world. I certainly notice when big events happen, but I wonder if I have become complacent in the face of rampant sin in the world around me. Kathleen Nielsen suggests “Nehemiah cares about the wall because the wall will protect the people. Nehemiah cares about the people because God loves them, because God redeemed them, covenanted with them, and promised to raise up the one who would crush the oppressor for them.” Because Nehemiah loved God, he also loved the people God loved. Jesus told us something similar in John 15:12, “Love one another as I have loved you.” I should be moved with God’s love for the people around me, like Nehemiah was, because of the love God has poured out on me. (1 John 4:19) Jesus even told us that others will recognize we are Christ-followers by the way we love one another. (John 13:35) Nehemiah saw God’s people suffering and let his love move him to action. I purpose to be like Nehemiah and let God’s love pour out of me and onto those hurting around me.

2) Why does Nehemiah ask the Lord to be attentive to Nehemiah and remember God’s promises? (Nehemiah 1:8-11)
When I was ten years old, my parents gave me a little clear plastic box with a hinged lid that contained all the promises of God in the Bible written out on little pieces of cardstock. I loved choosing one to pin on the cork board above my desk each week so I could see and contemplate it while taking a brain break. Those pinned promises helped me learn the heart of God towards me. They taught me to pray that God would do what He promised in my life. I learned that when I ask with right motives that honor God’s glory (James 4:3), God promises I will receive. (Luke 11:9) I often reminded God of this promise, especially when His timetable did not match mine. Nehemiah reminded God of what he thought was an overdue promise in Nehemiah 1:8-11. God had promised to gather His scattered people once they repented, and Nehemiah reminded Him that He still hadn’t fulfilled that promise. Nehemiah assuredly knew God was faithful to keep His promises (Deuteronomy 7:9), so he understood that praying God’s promises was a winning strategy to gather God’s people and repair the walls of Jerusalem. Praying the promises of God is a good plan for all of us, because we know God watches over His Word to accomplish it. (Jeremiah 1:12) Dr. David Jeremiah declares, “One of the most practical ways to be powered by God’s promises is to pray them. When we pray God’s promises, we are telling Him we trust Him to keep His Word.” When we come against a need, we can follow Nehemiah’s example and remind our faithful God of His promises in the Word. We can trust He is faithful to fulfill His promises!

3) Why did Nehemiah say that the gracious hand of God was on him? (Nehemiah 2:8) Nehemiah knew he would have a chance to ask the King for help in rebuilding the walls of Jerusalem. He fasted and prayed before making his request of the king (Nehemiah 1:4) because Nehemiah understood God was sovereign over the earthly king. He even prayed just moments before he told the King his troubles. When the king granted all Nehemiah asked, Nehemiah recognized “the gracious hand of God was on me.” (Nehemiah 2:8) Grace is something God freely gives to His children. It is not something we can earn. (Ephesians 2:8) A.W. Tozer explains, “Grace is the good pleasure of God that inclines Him to bestow benefits upon the undeserving.” God chooses to give grace to His people, and that unmerited favor equips us in our endeavors for Him. John Piper describes how God’s grace “also refers to the action or the power or the influence or the force of this disposition, which produces real, practical outcomes in people’s lives, like being sufficient for good deeds or enduring the thorn in the flesh or working harder than everybody else. . .” Because of God’s gracious hand on his life, Nehemiah was able to gather the resources he needed to rebuild the walls in Jerusalem. God’s gracious hand on our lives can help us do remarkable things and endure unthinkable things. We know “we have all received grace upon grace from His fullness” (John 1:16), and this grace empowers us to accomplish what otherwise would be impossible. (Matthew 19:26)

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Nehemiah 1:1-2:8
Ezra 4:8-23
Proverbs 16:1-3
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Have you ever been overcome by a need?

Maybe it was hearing about a disaster or a situation of suffering and knowing you had to help. Whether it was a charity appeal or a cause closer to home, consider a time when you were so overwhelmed by the brokenness that you knew action was required.

This was the situation in which Nehemiah found himself.

When we meet him, he is working in a Persian palace as cupbearer to King Artaxerxes. It is a position of influence and responsibility, and it appears life is going well for Nehemiah, but then his brother arrives, bringing distressing news from Jerusalem.

“The remnant in the province, who survived the exile, are in great trouble and disgrace. Jerusalem’s wall has been broken down, and its gates have been burned.” (Nehemiah 1:3)

By this point, it’s been around 140 years since the Babylonians invaded Jerusalem, destroying the Temple and the city walls and capturing many of the people. Following the Persians’ victory over the Babylonians, many exiles had been allowed to return to Jerusalem and the Temple had been rebuilt under the leadership of Zerubbabel. (Ezra 6:14-15) Although many exiles had returned to Jerusalem for several years, its walls had never been restored.

Nehemiah is distraught as he thinks of the shame and indignity of his people living in a city that is destroyed and defenseless. Ignoring the situation was impossible; action was required.

As we consider how we might respond to being touched by a great need, there are several lessons we can draw from Nehemiah’s story.

First, he responds with genuine concern. He sits down and weeps. He prays and fasts, not just fleetingly, but for days. Although he is in a position of success and privilege, he has compassion on his fellow Israelites and their sorry state. His motivation in all that follows is unselfish. In many ways, his life would be easier if he chose to ignore the Israelites’ plight. However, he is not seeking personal gain, but restoration for others.

Then, Nehemiah prays. He doesn’t rush to take action, but he pauses to seek God. He recalls God’s greatness and unfailing love, and acknowledges how Israel’s unfaithfulness has led them to this situation. He appeals to God’s power and promises, knowing that if he is to work toward resolution, success will only come in God’s strength.

Finally, Nehemiah acts. It is now around five months since his brother’s visit, and, at last, Nehemiah has the opportunity to speak with the king. It is unclear whether Nehemiah’s look of sadness is deliberate in order to prompt the king’s question or whether it is simply a natural expression of his emotional state. Either way, it is not culturally acceptable to appear sad in the king’s presence. It risks incurring his wrath, and as Nehemiah responds to the king, he is “overwhelmed with fear.” (Nehemiah 2:2)

Continuing to pray even as he converses with the king, Nehemiah explains the situation and asks permission to travel to Jerusalem to rebuild the walls. Not only does the king agree, but he also promises letters to the governors of other territories granting Nehemiah safe passage through their land, and he even gives instructions to the manager of the king’s forest ordering him to supply Nehemiah with the timber he will need! The Lord has granted Nehemiah favor!

It is clear to Nehemiah that the outcome of this conversation is not because of him; instead, “[t]he king granted my requests, for the gracious hand of my God was on me.” (Nehemiah 2:8)

In fact, as we look deeper into the background of the story, we see that long before Nehemiah ever considered rebuilding Jerusalem’s walls, God was already building behind the scenes.

Earlier in King Artaxerxes’ reign, the Israelites had attempted to rebuild the walls of Jerusalem, but those who opposed the rebuilding had persuaded Artaxerxes to order it to stop. He had decreed the work must halt and the city could only be rebuilt at his command. (Ezra 4:21)

The Bible doesn’t tell us anything about how Nehemiah came to work for Artaxerxes, but it seems clear it was no coincidence. He was able to win the trust and respect of the king, and he was perfectly placed to influence him to allow rebuilding to resume.

Even in a dark time for His people, God was still sovereign, and He was still active behind the scenes, working for restoration.

As we consider the situations of need we see around us, may we follow Nehemiah’s example in allowing our concern to prompt our prayer, and then our action, under God’s leading, always trusting God is sovereign. He has a heart to restore, and His purposes will succeed.

May we, like Nehemiah, be willing to play our part.

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Enough Day 1 Creation’s Groan

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Genesis 2:15-17
Genesis 3:1-24
Leviticus 16:1-34
Hebrews 10:1-4

Enough, Day 1

One small act changed everything. Once Adam and Eve tasted the fruit, there was no way back to the innocence they had previously known.

At first glance, it seems like such a small transgression – just a bite of fruit – but at its heart, it was a rejection of God. It was “no” to Him, and “yes” to self, and in one brief moment, God’s “very good” creation was broken.

Before that dreadful moment, Adam and Eve had enjoyed an open and trusting relationship with God and one another, the sweet fellowship of walking together in the garden unafraid and unashamed. But their act of rebellion opened the door to fear and shame. Trust and intimacy gave way to hiding and separation.

The consequences were severe: ejection from the garden, and a curse of sin left as the legacy for all generations to come, ultimately leading to both physical and spiritual death.

“Therefore, just as sin entered the world through one man, and death through sin, in this way death spread to all people, because all sinned.” (Romans 5:12)

It is a tragic tale. How Adam and Eve must have wished they could turn back the clock and make a different choice, but there was nothing they could do!

But, even there in the garden, we see a faint glimmer of hope. Whereas God could have destroyed Adam and Eve, or abandoned them to the path they had chosen, instead He sought them out and gave them a tantalising glimpse of a day in the future when One would come, the offspring of a woman, who would crush the serpent’s head, defeating sin and evil forever.

Before they were banished from the garden for good, God also provided Adam and Eve with clothes made from skins. An innocent animal was sacrificed to cover their shame.

This was the first sacrifice, but it pointed ahead to God’s instructions given to Moses at Mount Sinai many years later. In the generations since Adam and Eve, the story of the Bible had been one of people’s sinfulness and God’s faithfulness. When we join Moses on Mount Sinai, God has led His people out of slavery in Egypt, and they are headed to the land He has promised them, but the issue of sin remains. Nonetheless, God still wants a relationship with His sinful people, and so a sacrificial system is instituted.

The book of Leviticus describes it in detail. There were burnt offerings, grain offerings, sin offerings, guilt offerings . . . all involved sacrifice, and most required spilled blood. A flawless animal had to be slaughtered to pay the price for the people. It was not a simple matter for a sinful people to approach a holy God.

“According to the law almost everything is purified with blood, and without the shedding of blood there is no forgiveness.” (Hebrews 9:22)

Despite these regular offerings, there was still the need for the Day of Atonement once a year, when the High Priest would enter the Most Holy Place where God’s presence resided. First, the priest would slaughter a bull as an offering for his own sins and those of his family; then, he had to sacrifice a goat on behalf of the people.

A second goat was chosen to be a scapegoat. The High Priest would lay his hand on the goat’s head and confess the sins of the people, symbolically transferring their sins onto the goat. The goat would then be driven out into the wilderness as a sign of the people’s sins being carried away.

The sacrificial system provided a way to approach God, but it also presented a vivid illustration of the severity of sin and the separation it brought. Romans 6:23 states that “the wages of sin is death,” and the people were reminded of this devastating truth on a regular basis as they brought their sacrifices to God, again . . . and again . . . and again.

No matter how fervently they resolved to do better next time, they always sinned again, so the sacrifices reminded them not only of their sin and its consequences, but also of the inadequacy of the sacrifices to permanently cover their sin.

Sacrifices provided a temporary solution, but Hebrews 10:4 explains “it is impossible for the blood of bulls and goats to take away sins.”

What then was the answer?
Where would this serpent-crusher come from, and Who would it be?

Creation groaned as it waited for God’s plan to be revealed and for His solution to come.

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The GT Weekend! ~ Questions 2 Week 3

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At Gracefully Truthful, weekends aren’t for “checking out”.
Use this time to invite the Almighty’s fullness into you life in a deeper way!
Saturdays and Sundays are a chance to
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Don’t miss the opportunity to connect with other women in prayer,
rest your soul in reflective journaling,
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1) There is a pervasive and insidious lie in our culture today: people are basically good. Many of us believe this lie (to some extent) without even knowing it. We live as though we can make ourselves “good enough” and acceptable to the people around us, and ultimately to God. Shining light on this deception, God’s word reveals to us our need for a Savior by showing us how sinful we actually are. Without the work of Jesus, all our “good works” are like dirty rags (Isaiah 64:6). We need Him to cleanse us from our sins and make us right with God as only He can do because He is both fully divine and fully human. It is only through a relationship with Jesus we can find righteousness and be made whole. Consider today, dear sister, if there are areas in your life where you have convinced yourself you can make yourself good enough. Where have you denied God’s power in an attempt to fix yourself? What would it look like to invite Jesus into the broken places, and accept the truth that only He can make you right with God? Ask God to show you where you need His healing presence, and ask Him to help you accept His grace in the process.

2) How many times have we treated prayer like a cosmic vending machine? “If You give me X, then I will do Y.” Or “I will give anything if Your will just…” fill in the blank. It can be tempting in our moments of deepest longing and desperation to believe God is holding out on us or that we know better than He does. But in reality, God loves to give good gifts to His children. He doesn’t give half-baked plans or empty hope; He gives good and perfect gifts. What are you waiting for? Perhaps you are waiting for a husband, or a child, or a promotion at work. Maybe you are waiting for clarity for the next step you are supposed to take in life. How are you talking to God about those things? Have you fully surrendered your desires and trusted His goodness over your limited perspective? Or are you demanding, and attempting to manipulate, God into giving you the desires of your heart? Take some time to consider what it means that God gives good gifts. Be honest with God about your desires, then ask Him to give you a heart fully surrendered to His will.

3) What a wonderful thought that our God needs nothing! He is fully sufficient and does not rely on anyone or anything to help Him. While this thought can rightfully wound our pride, it should bring us comfort knowing He is fully self-sufficient. This truth frees Him to willfully choose to love us without condition! Our God loves us so much He chose to suffer and die for us, even though He was under no obligation to do so. What beautiful, breathtaking love! As the children’s song goes, “Jesus loves me, this I know!”. Not only does He love us, He also desires us. He desires a deep relationship with us, and He invites us to respond to His call. How will you respond? Where do you need His helping hand in your life? (Hint: everywhere!) Do you need to turn from your sin, and believe in Him for the first time? Do you need reassurance of His love for you? Do you need help overcoming sin and shame in your life? Do you need His enabling hand to help you walk in obedience to what He is calling you to? Write down one or two specific ways you know you need Jesus. Ask Him to be your Helper, and then walk in obedience to Him. Our all-sufficient God is delighted to sustain you!

Praying Scripture back to the One who wrote it in the first place is a great way to jump start our prayer-life! Pray this passage from Philippians 4:4-7 back to the Lord and
let His Spirit speak to you through it!

Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your graciousness be known to everyone. The Lord is near. Don’t worry about anything, but in everything, through prayer and petition with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.

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How great is Your love for me, oh God! You came down so low that I might be made right with You. You did not save me because of Your need, but because of Your love and desire to have a relationship with me, even though I had nothing to offer. Help me to constantly remember my need for You. Help me to abide in Your love through obedience to Your word. I acknowledge I so often fall short. I see my need when I sin against my friends, my neighbors, my family, and against You. I see my need when insecurity and self-sufficiency rule my thoughts. I see my need when I try to be good and fail. Please forgive me for my arrogance, and draw me into a closer relationship with You. Show me where I am still trying to do things on my own, and help me to trust in Your sufficiency. You are my only hope in life and death. Help me to rely on You in all things.

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Questions 2 Day 15 Does God Need Me?

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Questions 2 Day 15 Does God Need Me?

Bri Bailey

February 12, 2021

Creation,Cross,Fullness,Holy Spirit,Jesus,Joy,Redeemed,Sacrifice,Truth

Read His Words Before Ours!

Exodus 3:13-15
Psalm 50:7-15
John 15:9-17
John 17:9-13
Romans 5:6-11

 

Tap. Tap. Tap-tap-tap.

Drops of blood struck a staccato beat as they fell into an ever-widening pool, saturating the dirt around rough-hewn beams gouged into the earth. Blood’s heavy iron scent settled in a stifling cloud over nearby onlookers.

Soldiers clustered in conversation a little distance away, raising their voices over the heartrending wail of mourners. One soldier threw a puzzled glance to the sky, wondering at the darkness shrouding the sun since midday. He shrugged in the inky darkness and turned back to his fellow servicemen. For those assigned to crucifixion duty, the agony that daily played out around them faded quickly into mundane.

But their talk halted abruptly as a figure on one of the three crosses heaved against the spikes and cried out,

“Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani?”
My God, my God, why have You abandoned me?(Matthew 27:46)

Centuries later, we wonder what could possibly compel the God-man on that cross to knowingly and willingly submit to such agony?
To a death that left Him unrecognizable as human?To total and utter separation from God the Father and the Spirit?

Surely, it must have been to satisfy a desperate need.
To mend His eternity, torn by the sins of His creations.
To fill the aching loneliness left by their desertion.
To secure for Himself workers in the establishment of His kingdom on earth.

These are logical conclusions, but they’re based on a fundamental misunderstanding of the character and heart of God . . . one I’d never really considered until now. If it’s a new idea for you, too, cool! Let’s learn together in this safe space!

In essence, we ask
Did Jesus die to redeem me because God needs me in order to be happy?
To be joyful?
To be satisfied, or fulfilled, or in community?
To be effective, powerful, or present?
Does God need me . . . at all?

Absolutely not.

Stings, doesn’t it?
But let’s invite our egos to take a seat and talk it through . . .
Because it’s actually THE BEST news.

God needs nothing.

He lacks nothing; the world and everything in it are His.
He does not need our offerings, praise, or provision.(Psalm 50:7-15)

He created all, in heaven and on earth.
He owns all.
He is victorious over all, with no need of aid.
(Genesis 14:17-20, Psalm 24:1-2)

Instead of needing anything, He is the source of everything.
Including us.
He gives us life and breath.
He determines our days and our boundaries.
He, Who made us, cannot be contained by us.
Our service does not fulfill or empower Him.
He is not bound by our understanding or creations or imagination.
(Acts 17:22-29)

He. is. all.
When God revealed Himself to Moses through the burning bush, He declared, “I AM WHO I AM”. (Exodus 3:14)
No other descriptor is needed, or could be more than, God Himself.

He is fullness of joy.
While He offers to share His joy with us, His joy is NOT dependent upon us.(John 15:11)

He is fullness of community, existing as God the Father, Christ the Son, and Holy Spirit.

In Himself is shared ownership, shared pleasure, and shared knowledge of each other on the most intimate level.

He has no need of us.

But take heart; we’re coming to the best part.

If the God-man on that cross knowingly and willingly submitted to such agony to satisfy a desperate need, His sacrifice would have been one of obligation.

Instead, He embraced His suffering
Unto disfigured death and utter abandonment
to satisfy a desperate love.

Our sin broke our world, broke our eternity, broke our spirits,
But it did NOT break His love.
And so He made a way to overcome our sin.
(Romans 5:6-8, Ephesians 2:4-5)

No, He doesn’t need us.
But oh, how He wants us!
How He loves us!

In those moments when….
the enormity and ugliness and shame of our sin
punches us in the gut, stealing our breath and leaving us longing
to peel off our skin, climb out, and be someone else because we can’t stand to be this wretched mess for one more second . . .

Oh, how He wants us!
How He loves us!

For here, in the absence of need, the fullness of God’s want
astounds us with its flourishing passion. 

Beholding the sobbing heap of mistakes and regret before Him,
Against all human logic, with obligation nowhere to be found,
Driven by abiding love,
He wraps us in His scarred arms and whispers,
“Beloved, I chose the cross, because I choose you.
Even here. Even now.”

(Cue the ugly cry. Every time.)

What will we do with this stunning reality?

Perhaps you’re experiencing significant lack, or feeling small and incapable . . .
His truth reminds you of the God Who needs nothing,
Who is the source of all, and is graciously, your Provider.

Perhaps you’re drowning in condemnation and shame, feeling wholly unlovable . . .
His truth resoundingly declares His incomprehensible love for you.

Perhaps He’s asking you to respond to His love by stepping out in forgiveness, obedience, or repentance . . . .
Here, in this unforced space, you are free to proclaim grateful devotion to your Father, Lover, and Helper.

Move into truth and act upon it, knowing full well the One Who loves us best is for us!

As we reflect on these questions, seek His heart, and follow the gentle nudges of His Spirit, we can walk on in partnership with the One Who loves us best.

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Beloved Day 11 Seasons Of Love

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Song of Solomon 5:3-8
Song of Solomon 3:1-5
Exodus 17:1-7
Psalm 136

Beloved, Day 11

Song of Solomon opens like a sweet, fragrant flower in the warm sun of spring; frocked on all sides with deeply delicious delight.

Oh, that he would kiss me with the kisses of his mouth!
For your caresses are more delightful than wine.
(Song of Solomon 1:2)

Falling in love is as sweet and poetic as a lover falling into his beloved’s eyes under a moonlit sky. Lover and Beloved gaze with eyes of wonder; bodies coursing with the intensity of longing to touch, and to be touched.

Awkwardly, we may feel God is stodgy regarding romantic love, but delightedly, Song of Solomon’s declarations insist we realign our view of God. Far from looking away, or frowning upon, the ecstasy of male and female bodies enjoying each other, the Lord God delights and enjoys our bodies and sex within marriage. This sweetness satisfies Him because, as thrilling as this union is, it’s only a roughshod reflection of the delight He finds in relishing a relationship with us.

He tenderly summons, “Taste and see that I am good.” (Psalm 34:8)

To answer His call, we must first see our putrid sin as the ugly garment we’ve been wearing, only to find we cannot rend it from our bodies.
It is knit with our very flesh!

We turn pleading eyes to the cross of Christ, knowing we are utterly unworthy.
Knowing our flesh is rotting because of our sin.
Knowing we have no hope of freedom or forgiveness as long as this cloak of disgust is sewn into our existence.

Christ calls with the beckoning of a bridegroom,
“Come, Beloved, Come! (Revelation 22:17)
Let me wash you, My Bride, and make you white as snow
even though your sins are as scarlet.” (Psalm 51:7)

So we come, nay, we run, headlong to this crimson, blood stained cross. As we draw near, we discover, our flesh itself is falling off, yet, lo, we run on. We NEED this Savior. We are trapped in death without Him. Stretching out His righteous hand toward ours, at first touch, our death is gone. In a moment, we have been freed. The stench of death eradicated. The garment of sin forever destroyed, it’s fabric no longer woven into our flesh, for we have been reborn.

Fresh washed skin.
Fragranced hair.
Sun-kissed cheeks and eyes brimming with wonder and awe
of this radical love that both casts out sin and loves the sinner.
Raptured delight erupts!
We shout His praise!
We worship with enthusiasm!
We skip for the joy exploding within us at awakening to life.
We yearn for righteousness and to gaze intently onto His glorious face.
Gleefully, we cannot help but breathlessly proclaim His goodness to all.

Springtime is made for Lover and Beloved.

My wedding band hadn’t long graced my finger when I found myself on our bathroom floor, door locked, face flushed, tears tumbling. “I want to go home”, I whispered between sobs.

What had I done? Until death do us part?
I wanted to back up, re-think, undo.
Marriage wasn’t what I’d expected.
Where were the sweet nothings?
Electricity between us? Oh, there were plenty of sparks…just of a different kind.

As I write this, I’m two weeks shy of 19 years of marriage. Over the course of nearly two decades, I found myself in more seasons of lonely questioning than I could count.

I would become weary of loving him.
He wasn’t loving me as I wanted.
He didn’t listen as I expected.
Why was he so selfish? Why was I?
Would we make it?
Was I still His Beloved?

Winter’s cold winds blow, and burrowed beneath the snow, Love barely breathes.

Barely breathing.
Isn’t that how we feel with our walk with the Lord sometimes? While there may have been spiritual highs at some points, it feels so out of sync with real life.

Perhaps that’s why we have seasons with the Lord,
so we can learn He is present when feelings fade.

When our lips refuse to form words of worship.
When our hearts feel cold to the fire of the Lord.
When we whisper the hard questions, barely audible.
Is He really here? Does God love me now?

In my bed at night
I sought the one I love;
I sought him, but I did not find him.
Song of Solomon 3:1

I opened to my love,
but my love had turned and gone away.
My heart sank because he had left.
I sought him, but did not find him.
I called him, but he did not answer.
Song of Solomon 5:6

The nation of Israel was just weeks out from seeing the Lord rip open the Red Sea as they’d walked across on dry sand, forever free from Pharaoh’s slavery. They had shouted for victory on the other side of the sea, watching as former slave-owners drowned beneath the very waves they’d been rescued through.

Yet, they dared utter these words to their Rescuing God,
“Why did you ever bring us up from Egypt
to kill us and our children and our livestock with thirst?”
(Exodus 17:3)

In fiery desperation, they cried aloud,
“Is the Lord among us or not?”
(Exodus 17:7)

Spoiler alert… I didn’t stay in the bathroom, Israel didn’t die of thirst in the desert, and Solomon’s Bride found her Lover.

The key to moving forward in the dark chill of winter is refusing to loosen our grip on truth.

The Lord is always present.
Always loving.
Never forsaking.

While marriages tragically end, and ecstasy wanes like tide from the shore, regardless of the season, true love never fails. Never.

The Love of God will endure forever.
Because He IS love.
(1 John 4:8)

Whether you’re frolicking on the hills of newfound love, or trudging through winter’s icy blast, be warmed by the fires of truth from the God who never fails in any season!

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Sketched VIII Day 13 Tamar And Absalom

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2 Samuel 13 
1 Corinthians 13
2 Samuel 11
Colossians 3:18-25
Psalm 91

Sketched VIII, Day 13

Tamar
What a mess I am in. According to our law, he is supposed to make me his wife. (Deuteronomy 22:28-29) But the law also says he cannot, because what happened between us is a disgrace and we’ll both bear the sin. (Leviticus 18:11, 20:17) However, I know my suffering and shame will be greater than his . . . though he was the initiator and violator.

My name, Tamar, is now soiled because of my half brother, Amnon. How could he deceive me into thinking I was coming to help him in his sickness, when he only wanted to rape me? (2 Samuel 13:6-14) How could he profess his love for me and
commit this great iniquity?
Love isn’t rude like he was.
Love does not do unrighteous acts.
Love is not selfish. (1 Corinthians 13: 5-6)

Amnon never loved me. He loved what he could take from me. And he has taken everything.
My virginity, my trust in men, my hope of a future, my peace.
All of it, stolen, never to be returned.

Who will vindicate me? Will my father, David? I am not sure. Whispers in the court claim he took Bathsheba as his wife in a similar way. Is it true my father also violated Bathsheba while her husband Uriah was fighting a war, as my father should have been? (2 Samuel 11:1-4) Are the rumors true that the child she mourned was also my father’s, a product of their encounter? (2 Samuel 12:16-18)

But she became his wife, so I cannot turn to her with my pain. She will not understand my position because my father did not despise her afterwards as Amnon hates me. O, woe is me! Who can help me in my time of great distress and need?

Surely not my father. No, Amnon is David’s son; David has taught Amnon by word and by deed. How can David chastise his son for something he also did? I will seek out my brother, Absalom. Perhaps he will not fail me.

Absalom
The scoundrel Amnon! He deceived our father and committed a great sin against my sister, Tamar. She came to me hopeless, weeping, covered in ashes of mourning. I took her into my home, asking her to keep quiet so I could make a plan before word of her disgrace spread. (2 Samuel 13:20)

I tried asking my father for help, but was denied. He showed anger, yes. But he did nothing for Tamar (2 Samuel 13:21); he chose his firstborn over us. Therefore, my own anger burned for two years because of his inaction. (Colossians 3:21)

Finally, I vindicated Tamar and made right what King David left in disgrace. Amnon is dead at the hands of the men under my command. Now my father grieves for Amnon while I must flee for my life. (2 Samuel 13:23-37)

Tamar
Amnon is dead. Absalom fled after he ordered Amnon’s killing.
I know Amnon thinks he has vindicated me.
I suppose, if nothing else, he has avenged me.

But I still live with shame. When Absalom ran, he left the household that had been my shelter. I must now return to my mother, Maacah, who is part of David’s royal harem. (2 Samuel 3:3) How humiliating to be the only one who is not a virgin, yet unmarried. No hope of marriage or family is forthcoming for me.

Though he tried, Absalom has also failed me. Blinded by anger and vengeance, he left me here alone.  And now my father mourns for Amnon, but who mourns for me? There is no man in whom I can hope or trust with my life, my well being.

I hurl my broken cries into the void surrounding me, expecting no answer but silence.
Yet here, in my deepest darkness and depression and pain, Someone whispers my name.
Not with derision or scorn, but tenderness and love.

YAHWEH
He alone will be my hope.
He will be my refuge and strength.
He will help me when I am in trouble.
He will provide.

If He is with me, I will not need to be afraid. When men continue to fail me, I will trust in Him. (Psalm 91:1-4) I cling to His promises to protect me and give me peace. (Psalm 91:14-16)

At the hands of men, I have been deceived, abused, violated, ignored, and abandoned.
In the arms of YAHWEH, I have found safety, acceptance, vindication, and redemption.
YAHWEH’s faithfulness, unlike men’s, is everlasting.

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In this series, we are stepping into the shoes of various characters throughout history. Some are biblical, some are well-known in modern day times, and some are people our writers know personally. We do our best to research the culture and times surrounding these individuals to give an accurate representation of their first-person perspectives on life and the world, but we can’t be 100% accurate. “Sketched” is our best interpretation of how these characters view(ed) God, themselves, and the world around them. Our hope is that by stepping into their everyday, we will see our own lives a little differently!
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