Come Day 1 Come To See

John 1:43-47
Psalm 46
Habakkuk 3:16-19
2 Corinthians 1:3-4
Isaiah 40:25-26
It’s hard to stand on God’s promises when it feels like we’re sinking! His promises are firm and His Word is true, but when life’s circumstances shake, we feel the ground beneath us shift.
Recently, my own “quicksand” circumstances have felt far from firm.
This morning, I realized the truth again, “Everyone’s HARD is different, but it’s still hard!” Everyone experiences hardships, but these “sinking circumstances” don’t keep God’s Presence from our lives.
During a devotional meeting, I noted,
“In our suffering, we have to see the God Who sees us!”
God is a very present help (Psalm 46:1),
He sees our needs and inclines us to see Him.
God doesn’t ask us to handle circumstances on our own,
but calls us to confidently trust Him, even in our desperation! (Psalm 112:7)
In January of 2024, our world turned upside down. Our 11-year-old daughter was diagnosed with B-cell Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia. This leukemia presents itself quickly, without forewarning, but is treatable and curable. Doctors often say, “If you want your child to have leukemia, it’s this type you want them to have!”
How about, we didn’t want this at all?
Still, God invited us to come and see…. because “when you can’t trace His hand, trust His heart.” (Trust His Heart, NewSong) Easy to say, but much harder to live; for me, trusting is an issue!
We stayed in the hospital after the diagnosis, while numerous tests were administered, and treatments began. Hours of waiting turned into days, while worries turned into fears. My stomach was constantly in knots. Questions were insurmountable. I wanted to pray a line from a movie, “Dear God, make me a bird so I can fly far, far away”, over and over again.
How do we find comfort in such fear? (2 Corinthians 1:3-4)
“What time I am afraid, I will trust in Thee.” (Psalm 56:3, KJV)
In wrestling with my feelings, I was reminded, “I do believe; help my unbelief!” (Mark 9:24)
During this time, I also grappled with applying wisdom to my trust in God. As I clung to His Word, I was reminded some promises are for a specific person, in a specific context, rather than a blanket promise for all Christ-followers.
When my little girl asks, “Am I going to die?” I desperately want to paraphrase Psalm 118:17, assuring her, “You will not die, but will live to proclaim what the Lord has done.” At the same time, I know that until Christ returns, every human will experience death at some point. How can I reconcile these? It is hard!
When I brush my baby girl’s hair and strands fall into my hand, I want to claim God’s rescue of Shadrach, Meschach, and Abednego from fire, without even a single hair singed. (Daniel 3:8-30) While I know this specific promise was for these men, what deeper truth in the story could apply to our circumstances? Wrestling is hard!
When my little girl’s medicine hurts her stomach, and I remember Psalm 91:10, “no harm will come to you,” and my heart aches for a broken world in which we’re both grateful for a treatment while mourn its necessity and the additional suffering it brings. It is hard!
As God deepened my trust in Him, He began to show me how to stand on His promises in a way that transcended my circumstances.
In the hospital, I was reminded by my favorite psalm to “be still and know that I am God.” (Psalm 46:10, ESV, emphasis mine) Even though my “mama heart” felt crushed and I could not “fix it,” God called me to come. (Matthew 11:28)
Psalm 46 has many precious treasures; come and see, let’s dig together.
Did you know this psalm was written at a time of war? God was calling His people to stop fighting long enough to see and know Who He was.
Promise #1: God is a refuge and strength. (verse 1)
The writer of this psalm had been through difficult times. Can you relate? Still, he saw God as his Shelter.
Promise #2: God is a present help. (verse 1)
With confidence, he saw God as his Helper. God wants us to know He is in the midst of our struggles. We can run to Him!
Promise #3: God is our Peace. (verses 2-3)
The writer knew God was his Peace, even during crisis. Why should we fear if He goes before us, and alongside us? (Psalm 16:8)
Promise #4: God is our Provision and Presence. (verses 4-6)
The writer acknowledges God as a peaceful river that “delights the city of God.” Because of His Presence, we “will not be toppled.” We do not have a spirit of fear because God’s presence is in us! (2 Timothy 1:7)
In the remaining verses (7-11), the writer shows God’s character. He is the Lord of Armies, the God of Jacob, and the Creator of the universe. In essence, God is showing us a glimpse of Who He is, as well as what He can do. We can have confidence in a God who is with us!
Sweet friends, our invitation, just like Jesus’ disciples, Phillip and Nathaniel, is to follow the One who sees us and bids, come and see. (John 1:43-51)
The hard reality of my daughter’s cancer is a hurdle we will jump, every day, for the next two years. We will continue to accept His invitation to come and see how He is with us through this suffering, and to trust in His heart!
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